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Depression impacted my behaviors

I am Christopher A Quality Handyman here in Fallbrook. I went through a bout of depression starting in June through September of this year. It was one of the worst I have gone through.

I don’t know if you know anyone that suffers from this, which would help you understand. The feeling of depression is the worst feeling a human being can go through. It is like you do not want to exist, or be alive.

To do a simple act like answering the phone, checking a voice mail, or to go grocery shopping feels completely overwhelming. It hits you like the air being released from a balloon.

It got so bad for me that I had over 150 voicemails on my phone during that time. I felt ashamed of myself for not being able to handle such a small thing, which just made my condition worse. To all of you who were impacted by my behaviors, I want you to know how sorry I am. I want to tell you I am sorry for causing you frustration, for feeling unimportant, ignored, disrespected, and wasting your time.

I need to ask you to forgive me. Will you forgive me? I hope that I can be of service to you some time in the future.

Christopher Minor

Christopher A Quality Handyman.

 

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